Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Flabbergasted.... AND the spelling has been verified by spell check!

I am flabbergasted, not only because of what I have to do, but for the pride I'm willing to swallow to get there.

This madness needs to stop!!!

I do not believe in coincidences.  I never have.  When I decided to see Dr. Henderson, the Chiari specialist, I called for an appointment at the beginning of May.  He was booking into the beginning of August, BUT there was a cancellation and we got put in the middle of June!!!  Then, I call to book my surgery and I'm told the doctor has an opening on September 19th, OR, since there had just been a cancellation, I could also be given July 23rd.  At this point, I have decided that the Lord really feels I need this surgery.  But then the next surprise hits us.  We need almost $10,000 deposit to have the surgery.

Suddenly Pitman feels that I REALLY don't need the specialist anyways, and we should take our chances with a local neurosurgeon.  But that silliness only lasts for a few moments.  Then he realizes that the chances of me needing multiple surgeries instead of the ONE increase dramatically when we take Dr. Henderson out of the equation.  I suggest we simply set up a kissing booth in the middle of Syracuse... but he's afraid of having to kiss toothless hobos.  So much for THAT idea.

My son, Steve, said I needed to start an online fundraiser page and he'd send it to all his friends and co-workers and so would everyone else.  Oh, yeah!!  That'll work!!!  After all I am the one who bought everything for my kids fundraisers because I was too embarrassed to ask people to buy the stuff!!  I'll just ASK people for money!!!  But, when Rob said "I dont know if the bank will just GIVE me a $10,000 loan" and I starting wondering if they'd take Cassie as collateral, I figured I'd swallow my pride and try.  So, I made the page.  And its stupid.  I would have rather had fun with it, but I felt I needed to be serious, and try not to be embarrassed.  I swear I could do so much better AFTER my surgery, and I have my mind back!!!  But then, if I HAD my mind, I wouldn't NEED the surgery, right?

So, here it is: https://www.youcaring.com/medical-fundraiser/put-lisa-s-brain-back-in-her-skull/68674

NOW, here is where it gets fun.  See, I have a bit of a problem.  I know for a fact that I'm going to hear "I'd love to help, but I just lost my job, and Zeb lost his car...  really...  we aren't sure where he put it.. and Martha?  Martha needs a hair transplant because of her alopecia and Zeb Jr. just broke his leg for the 3rd time climbing that tree."  And I'll end up giving them the $20 bill I have in my wallet that I got from Aldi's as my prize for staying under the grocery budget.

Things are hard all over.  If people are in a bind, I want prayers.  The hope is that eventually my little cause will hit a few people who AREN'T having big problems, like Oprah, Angelina & Brad, or Bill Gates, and they'll be able to give big, or at least a lot of people who can give a little!!  I'm certain the Lord WILL provide, and I doubt He would make anyone suffer on my account, because that would make me sad.

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